Monday, July 28, 2008

hmm?

NOW im going to take time to think to myself muhaha
about like everything
yeaaaaaah
baby boo
<33
:]
well lets seeee i thinkkk
i want to joing the army marines or navy yeah
:]

Friday, July 25, 2008

ily jacque and cilla <3

im at my sissuhs house
jacque
wid the my sis precilla
well lately ive been tired of ppl
messingwid my feelings
like i dont want to be hurt anymore
so im going to try to not be in a rrelationship
for a while
i still hab feelings for hims<3
but im tired of gettingplayed wid

Sunday, July 13, 2008

NEW ME

OKAy
so now im going to try to be more positive
and basically even if im sad ill act super happy
:]
and
im going to just try to end up being happy
hopefully i can

Friday, July 11, 2008

I know


I know that we cant go back to the way things were
at least not at this moment
one day you will realize the big mistake you made
by losing me from your side
you should of held me tight and never let go
maybe hopefully you'll have me by your side again
until that day comes i hope you suffer
I dont want you to be happy with anyone else
I want you to wake up one day and realize
Damn, she was the one whyd i let her go
and come searching far and wide for me
till that day comes ill be right here waiting
I know no one else can make me feel the way you do
but ill act like they do
just until the day you come running back
some day youll realize i was the one for you
i hope that day is soon <3

Sunday, July 6, 2008

idk why im writting this lol


I know that life isnt a fairytale but i keep dreaming
I should wake up and see reality but i cant
I live in my own little world
I really shouldnt
because i try my best not to get hurt
I try not to open my self up to anyone completely
but its easy to with someone
i want my life to be a fairytale
but i know it cant be
because in reality life is crazy
people keep fighting crying dying and hurting eachother
but people also keep laughing smiling and falling in love
Its not as simple as a fairytale
in life we have to try to make things work
Love doesnt conquer all
life gets in the way of that

Friday, July 4, 2008


i really truly want this
i wish i had someone to love to hold and to care for me
to spend the whole day with
if only this wish would come true

GAHH!!!


I wish i knew how to stop my heart
i wish i could tell it to stop beating

i wish it didnt hurt to breathe
i wish i didnt need you here