my summer

i decided to take a picture of something each day
oh ive been hanging out at someomes house a lot lol
umm
i have tutoring
and i have cheer
oh and i plann to party
hmm
oh so yeah hang out with me
<3
umm and yeah this will be an awesome summer
and lots of ppl better come on my birthday
:]]

SEE I do use this awesome sexy thing:]

yeah i learned life isnt always the way you planned
the people you expected to always be in your life
come and go. and people you expected to leave return
life is full of surprises.

and trust isnt something that comes easily
you shouldnt fall in love someone because you trust them
but trust them because you love them
oh and trust can dissapear in a second

lets see
oh and guys arent worth crying over
but lost friendship is
:]

<33

wrote this like last week

i miss you
i miss your smile ur face
i miss you

the way you held me tight
how i felt safe in your arms
like nothing in this world could ever hurt me

YOU PROMISED YOU WOULD NEVER LEAVE
YOU SAID YOU WOULD LOVE ME FOREVER
but
i guess i was wrong
I was STUPID to believe in YOU
BUT

i miss you
i miss your smile your face
i need you

The way you once needed me
when you loved me
you couldnt breath without me
now you cant breath when im around

but now you dont want me near you
you wish i was gone

i miss you
i miss your smile your face
i love you
everything ABOUT YOU!!!
even when you hurt me
even though you dont love me anymore
I MISS YOU

I DONT CARE

Honestly i dont care what people think about me
im tired of stupid people who judge me for no reason
dont judge me if u dont know me
its so stupid and pointless
and if you dont like me dont go around telling everyone
just tell me straight up
and dont tell people stupid stuff if you dont know everything


anyways felt like saying that

so how is everyone? i dont think people really read my blogs
and i dont get everything on here
i dont know how to use everything
but i try
lol
<3

sucks

i have been officially dumped
it would of been fine
if we didnt yell at eachother and say stupid stuff
i feel stupid
i said stuff i didnt mean


im a jerk too
but he was really mean

i guess forever isnt as long as it used to be
:[

mean

you hurt me
you make me cry
you dont care
you think its dumb that im sad
your the meaniest person i've ever met
but i love you


you hurt me the most in this whole world
but i only want you
why do you hurt me
you used to be
the kindest person
you cared you loved me
you would never let me go
but nowyou hurt me you make me cry
you dont care
you think its dumb that im sad
your the meaniest person ive ever met
but i love you
i only want you
please be the person i once knew
i miss being happy
cux lately im always sad
it hurts
stop giving me this pain
i love you
you hurt me
you make me cry you dont care
you think its dumb that im sad
your the meaniest person i've ever met
but i love you
dont let me go your the only one
who can make me happy
please just go back to making me happy

want i wrote this a long time ago lol

please dont put me through this pain
i cant handle it anymore
i want to shoutbut every time i do no one hears me
and i feel trapped and all alone
i wonder if the clouds are sad maybe thats why it rains
i wish i could be heard like the rain
so i wouldnt get hurt anymore
i wish someone would just hear me
i dont want to be invisible
i want someone to love me :[

GUESS WHAT

NOel JUST MADE A BLOGGER :]
YEAH
<3
ill try to write in this a lot
:]