UPDATE ON LIFE HA

Well life never goes the way you planned.
people change.
and some people you never thought could get sick do get sick.
like my mommy and daddy i say i hate them a lot but honestly i dont
i really do love them.
well
people just have to live each day to the fullest
which i am trying to do <3

HAVING FUN :]

my summer is very funny
lol
ive been hanging out with cool buddies
:]
some days were bad but o wells.
you cant have good days all the time
but overall my summer has been awesome i think
lol
i need to hang out with more ppl
harvest crusade was awesome haha
:]and yet even there i looked for hot guys
sigh lol
oooooo and a couple weeks ago
i went to this church thing and a pastor i guess idk
and then saw my problems
and said i have many temptations especially boys >_<
lol and i needa stay away from boys
and i have a friendly character that lets me make friends easily
and i have an evangilism spirit
and i like to venture
and im free spirited
and a lot more stuff
oh and that i only belong to God
and i have a great pain in my heart
so i try to fill it with things of this world
but then he said only God can fill it and that God will fill it :]
interesting huh
:]

WELL LEts SEE

Hahah
im going to laugh at everything now
haha
lol
lets see
i started to build a wall around me again
hey i dont trust people
:]
i used to trust ppl all the fuken time
but they let me down all the time
so whatever
i just wont trust people.
lol
well yeah. and i love twilight series,pretty little liars,high school bites, and anne rice books. i get lost in my own little world. i feel like im in the book i love it. lol
but yeah i hate people. :]
i dont trust them, they can all do whatever the fuk they want with their lives
and ill act like i do or dont care who knows.
and im going to join the marines as soon as i can
:]